Broken Computer & RANCID & Joe Strummer

  (a gaggle of thoughts for the day & week).....OK, this has me somewhat upset.  
My computer is 18 months old & I've never had any
problems with it until recently.  Not only do I have at least two nasty STD's on the 
computer, but the power jack is broken!!! :)   The cord won't stay plugged into the 
laptop.  It appears to be loose and it must be wiggled and HELD in just the right way
in order to charge the battery!!!  Kinda' like how your old Walkman headphone jack
would always become loose with age (like my women!) and you'd only get sound out
of one earphone! (Ironically this happened last year with my cheap mp3 player I own!)
I remember holding the plug at a 90 degree angle to get sound from both sides of the 
headphones!  So I've been trying that with the power jack/plug on my laptop.  It WAS
working for a bit.  Now it's become so loose it's very precariously holding in there!  I even
tried a new cord/plug from another laptop my friend has, and that one did the same thing
so now I know it's the jack on my computer not the plus & cord!  UGGGGHHH!  That 
will be a pain in the butt to replace.  Gonna' have to open the laptop and exchange the jack.
My brother can do it for only the cost of a new jack.  I hope it will be that simple, but the
way my life is going it is sure to be more complicated than that.
So I sit at home after a snoozy week, listening to & watching the "Give 'Em the Boot"
DVD put out by Hellcat Recs. & Tim Armstrong (RANCID).   He owns & runs Hellcat
Recs. and they are one of the best semi-independent record labels in the world.
RANCID, Joe Strummer & The Mescaleros,  TRANSPLANTS, US BOMBS, TIGER
ARMY,  and a slew of other bands/artists are on this DVD.  I bought it new on Amazon
for $2 bux a few months ago.  I now have a giant 1080p HD TV in my room so the DVD
looks & sounds great!  I had it cranked singing along to "Rudy Can't Fail" from a live show
from Joe Strummer (R.I.P.)   Damn, I miss you Joe!
I am glad to be home. I got homesick after a few days away on retreat.  (Beautiful Benedic-
tine monastery up in Oxford, MI!)  I came back yesterday a tad bit earlier than expected.
Saw 'Django Unchained' last night with my friend & got very little sleep cuz of bloody insomnia!  Oh snap, made it to Mass this morning  
with nothing on my heart or my lips to confess.  I love doing the 
right thing & loving God.  It pays off.  I had been exceptionally depressed over the past
several months.  The main reason for my retreat was to sort some things out in my head
& in my soul.  I did just that, with my God & my Creator & my Sustainer.   I know what 
to do now.  I know which path to take and which way to go. It's not the one I wanted to
traverse.  Nor with the person I initially wanted to be with for the rest of my life.  I'm not
gonna' say something cheesy like, "when life hands you lemons, make lemonade."  But I
will say that I am going to continue moving forward.  I am very blessed to have every-
thing in life that I do.  I am going to make the best of it.  My sobriety is my number one
priority & focus!  All other things are in a close second.  It's as if my life were a triangle
and 'Sobriety' is on the top. (That means: God, church, AA fellowship, 12 steps, etc) and 
family, lovers, friendship, and job are directly underneath.  It actually works out very well
and I've traversed this path before.  Thank God I'm not alone on it. ♥            

"Good Morning, Heartache..."

"...You're like an old friend --come and see me again."
  -RANCID

What Have I Been Reading Lately?

....And what has been & IS on my bookshelves?
I have a limited amount of space where I live, and I would say my books, 
magazines, and journals take up the majority of my personal space.
So I have room for about forty books on my shelf.  The rest of my literature
is kept in large (and small) plastic totes & cardboard boxes.
I regularly rotate books from my shelf to my storage totes, and vice versa.
I am usually reading ten to fifteen different books at any one time.  No, not 
simultaneously silly.  A few pages from this one, a chapter from that one, etc etc.
I plan on making a series of posts on this blog, as to what I'm reading and links to
each book on Amazon or wherever else, if available. 
♥ Always Use Love ♥

Excellent Page On The Holocaust™ & The Bucket Of Lies Surrounding It

Holocaust Revisionist Truths (link)


Here is an excellent page on the www.archive.org website about the Holocaust™ lies.
I dislike Nazi's, neo-nazi's, fascism, Hitler, etc.  But most of that crap is in the past.
Zionism & Zionazism is a modern day threat to humanity's freedom & peace.
There has been a HUGE propaganda campaign to indoctrinate the public with the
ridiculous idea & thesis that 6 million Jews were killed by Hitler and his henchman. 
This is, for the most part, bullshit. I used to be one of the sheeple that believed the traditional
Holocaust™ story.  I was brought up believing that.  Over the past twenty years I have, little
by little, uncovered the truth about this alleged European Holocaust™ of Jews.
Six million Jews were NOT killed by Hitler.
There were NO "homicidal gas chambers" in Auschwitz nor anywhere else in Poland, 
Germany, or anywhere else in Europe.  That is a fable based on irrational mass hysteria.
Nazis used small gas chambers to fumigate clothing & bedding.  They never killed a single
Jew nor anyone else with Zyklon B (cyanide).  Myths, fables, and outright lies.
Modern technology has proven this false.  However, Jewish Zionist's, being as crafty as they
are, have made any questioning of the traditional Holocaust™ story completely illegal.  A felony
resulting in severe prison sentences.  WTF?!?  Why?  Why threaten a person with incarceration
if your story is so true?  Truth does not fear inquiry!  Amen.
Institute for Historical Review, The Barnes Review, Ernst Zundel, David Irving, Germar
Rudolf.  Brave souls and brave organizations & publications daring to tell the truth.
Please watch all of the available videos, read the plethora of information available. Decide for
yourself.  Do not be bullied by Jewish Zionist terrorist thugs!!!  And remember, always use love. ♥

SAMIAM "The Bridge"

DRUID CHASE "Take Me In Your Garden" Psychedelic--

DRUID CHASE!!! Old psych rock from the late 1960's. Good stuff! 
♥♥♥ 

" Carmelites: People in search of God: From the Desert to the Garden of "

I love the Carmelite brothers & sisters! They are a fantastic monastic order within the Catholic Church. I want to learn more about them as a whole. I have a few snail mail pen pals whom I write to that belong to the order of Carmelites. They sent me a large box of books two years ago. Such wonderfully generous people. If I could do my life all over again, I would join a monastery and give my life to God, instead of squandering it away on drugs, booze, and loose women. BUT, thank God for second & third chances. I am sober today by God's grace & mercy. I love you Lord!!!