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Wednesday, July 04, 2012

Excerpts from The Soul After Death


Great book! Fr. Seraphim Rose. This man was a saint and a fantastic asset to the
Eastern Orthodox Church. ♥




Excerpts from The Soul After Death

THE OTHER ISRAEL [full documentary]

Simon Harvey is a Bitch


So I recently had an interesting "argument" with the fat piece of shit who runs Ugly Pop Records, Simon Harvey.  This loser likes to troll peoples discussions on Facebook and post random, mean-spirited, bigoted comments --and then run!  That's why I say "argument" in quotes.  Yes, 
he is the same chode who sent me an email saying I was some kind of moron for something I ostensibly posted on the internet somewhere.  when I emailed him back to ask him what the fuck he 
was talking about or referring to, he had no answer.  Typical shit talking, faggot piece of shit.  When I see his fat fucking face at a hardcore show --whether in the U.S. or in Canada--I am gonna slap the shit out of him!  Who the fuck talks that much shit and runs and hides behind their monitor?  I thought only 14 year old do that stuff? WTF?!?    Simon Harvey, I love you. Enough to let you 
suck my dick, yes.

Saturday, June 30, 2012

I Know It's Hard...


...very hard sometimes.  As frustrated as I get, as suicidal as I feel, I just need to remember that I want to live. If for nothing else than to be able to see what will happen around 12-21-2012! I am strangely fascinated to this thesis. I am enthralled, you could say.  But yes, this life is hard, cruel, unfair, uncomfortable, and sickening.  People are treating each other like shit. We misuse & slaughter animals because we like their taste. We treat the earth with the respect of a pile of dog shit. We turned
our backs on God. We worship money, sex, and materialism. I'm so fucking sick of it. Maybe that's part of the reason why I've been on a suicidal death trip for 20 years now. I just don't care, most of the time. I'm a mean, nasty, racist, homophobic, slacker. Slacker times ten. I can stay up all night talking shit about someone, and then sleep in till 3pm the next day. Expecting someone else to buy me groceries, cook me food, and pay my bills.  I just don't really give a fuck most of the fucking time. Seriously. I'm fed up. I've had enough. Tired of being alive more often than not.  This is not a "cry out" for help or anything like that. I don't want your attention or sympathy. Actually, quite the contrary. I would really like to be left alone. I wouldn't mind having my tongue cut out of my head, sans anesthetic, and disposed of.  I don't need to do anymore talking to anyone about anything. Just sick of shit over & over.  But I DO want to live. Which makes this all so confusing. I hate the thought of giving up, throwing the towel in, buying the farm, giving up the ghost, etc.  Keep on keeping on!

Tuesday, June 26, 2012

EXPLODING HEARTS "I'm a Pretender"

The EXPLODING HEARTS!!! I love this band! R.I.P. guys. Three of the four members died in a van crash accident several years ago. In 2002 or 2003, I think. So sad, an awesome band cut down at the prime of their lives. They were all under the age of 25, I'm pretty sure. I had just learned about them via Maximum Rock-n- Roll fanzine/magazine. They were on tour for a long weekend of shows on the west coast, when their van was involved in a one car accident where three members died. Damn, so f'n sad.