Current Playlist For the Soundtrack To My Life--

Do not be mistaken by this post, I am NOT suicidal.  Depressed some, maybe.  Pissed off & angry?
Yeah, some. I've been told by a couple of people lately that I seem to be "full of anger."  I wouldn't say that I'm full of anger though.  Like all human being, I am multi-faceted and at times a walking contradiction of myself.  I do want there to be love & understanding at every step of the way in my life.  I do want there to be peace everywhere in the world.  I do want for everyone to get along & work together for the common benefit.  But we all know that you can't always get what you want.  Even the ROLLING STONES knew that!  So some of the time I am extremely angry & bitter & some of the time I'm super positive, optimistic, happy & content.  I suppose that when I was younger, as a little punk rock teenager, I was very angry all the time.  That seemed to be the nature of being punk.  You were angry at society, the world, and the rulers of this fucked up system.  THAT's what punk rock was all about, or so I thought.
But now, today, being a bit older I don't necessarily see things the same way.  Also, being forced to play the hand I've been dealt has given me a different perspective on things.  However I suppose I'm a bit more outspoken when I'm angry, so I see how some friends could convict me of being "full of anger." Because, after all, when you stand accused of something, you must be ready to be convicted.
Still--as always--take care of each other & look out for one another. And enjoy the music here.
We're all in this together. m//r
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NEGLECT


COLD AS LIFE


NEGATIVE APPROACH



GBH


DANZIG

DEATH THREAT

Holocaust™ "Facts"

This is a copy & paste of a simple comment on the YouTube video " 1/3 of the Holocaust™ " 

   Nuremberg: Kangaroo Court and Victors Show Trial -- Since ancient times,     the Jews play the victim card with claims of being Holocausted. 1906 NY Times  reports Six Million Jews facing a systematic and murderous extermination in RUSSIA! 1919 A Coming Holocaust Of Six Million Jews In Romania, Poland And Ukraine. After the First World War! 1921 New York Times reports Six Million Jews are going to die in Russia AGAIN IN RUSSIA! 1936 New York Times refers to a Holocaust of Jews years before WWII. 

Remember, the point of that post was to illustrate very briefly a few of the times the Jewish people have claimed that '6 Million' of their kin folk were going to be annihilated, or if you will, holocausted. Thank God for the interwebz, because we now have access to facsimile's of the actual newspaper, magazine, and book excerpts with the '6 million' claim, PRE - WWII!!! This is beyond disturbing. At first I didn't know what to make of it. How in the heck could Jewish sources state that there were going to be 6 million deaths, death in a great holocaust? I mean seriously, was this just a lucky guess? A stab in the dark? I am pretty pissed off. I feel like I've been lied to for so many years. I was taught being brought up that the evil Germans killed 6 million helpless, innocent Jews in the holocaust™ of WWII. With the advent of mod- ern science, that doesn't seem to be the case. There are just way too many discrepancies & fabrications in all of these stories. I don't WANT to believe something to the contrary of the traditional holocaust™ story, but what is one supposed to do? What do you do when you are presented evidence that is so incredibly glaring presented by sane, rational, educated, normal people. These folks aren't neo-Nazis. They aren't pushing for a new Fourth Reich, a return of national socialist policies. Most of them don't even hate Jews in the slightest. Scientific evidence is scientific evidence. A spade is a spade. If a reliable ground penetrating radar device, functioning correctly, does NOT show that the ground underneath it has been dug up, as in a giant pit excavated for the burial of tens to hundreds of thousands of bodies, then why the hell is that? Why doesn't that machine show that the ground was dug up, as the traditional holocaust™ supporters say it was. When a scientist takes samples from dozens & dozens of surrounding trees in the area, using the tests they have to determine the age of the trees, and the sample unanimously show that the age of the trees is much older than 1945, what am I to believe. Traditional holocaust™ believers say that "two hundred thousand bodies were buried here in a mass grave. The burial plot was 1200 ft by 1200 ft, and 26 feet deep. Then one month later the bodies were all dug up and cremated in giant fires." So people test the ground for soil disturb- ances & they find none! They even do a thorough search for human remains in the soil & they find none! They carefully calculate how many trees it would take to produce all the wood that would be necessary to cremate that many bodies (using modern knowledge of what it takes to cremate one human body times 100,000) and deter- mine that every tree in a five mile radius should have been chopped down to produce that much wood. Yet the tests show those trees standing today WERE NOT "re-planted" post 1945, when WWII ended, but are all much older than that! What am I to believe? Should I believe that there were incredibly hot blazing fires, hot enough to "cremate" 100,000 (this is a really low number I'm using, they actually claim something like 750,000 people were cremated) with no loss of trees in the area? And even inmates from the camp, when asked during the Nuremberg trials to make a sketch of the camp, made no mention of any "wood shed's" which certainly would have been necessary to house the wood, to cure it to be used for the massively hot-as-hell fires they claimed were use to cremate all those thousands of people. I could go on and on and on. Please watch "1/3 of the Holocaust" which is still up on YouTube. Peace. ♥♥♥

Recovering Zinesters, Hardcore Kids, Punks, Skins, Mods, Skaters, etc...

Cindy, who does the great "Doris" fanzine, just put out a 'zine, all about and constructed by, recovering alcoholics / addicts.  I scanned the review in the new issue of MRR.  I'm gonna head over to microcosm.com and check if they've got it.  It looks interesting and I've always enjoyed Cindy's writing.  I'm always down to hear what other hardcore kids & punk rockers have to say about addiction, AA / NA, God, higher power, recovery, rehab centers, detox's, etc.  I'll mos def review it here when I get my hands on a copy.
  Oh yeah, she also sings in ASTRID OTO: