.....it still lingers. It probably won't ever go away.
It's like a blanket I wear around me, all the time.
It's heavy.
It hurts.
There is no "out."
What do others do?
What do YOU do?
My uncle took his life in 2011.
Some say he didn't end his pain.
He just passed it along to others.
I don't think he had the answer.
Who does?
What is it?
I look in the mirror & I see nothing.
Empty.
The Mirror of Emptiness.
It's gone.
It fled.
It left me behind.
The pain it still lingers.
God knows.
God knows it still lingers.
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this sums it all up...SOIA SICK OF IT ALL
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JUDGE played two reunion shows last Sat. & Sun. They played well & things sounded good.
JUDGE will be playing "This Is Hardcore" fest this summer. Good for them. I'm very happy
that they are playing shows again, and MAYBE writing new songs. Mike Judge alluded to that
last Sat. during his show. We'll see how that pans out.
Here's the song, "Like You." I love it. Guitar ballad intro, slower hardcore starts up, with
Mike's rugged voice & kick-ass lyrics....YEAH BOY! Haha, enjoy the song!
I'm dead dog fuckin' tired. Damn. Had to meet my boss at the corner of Jackson & Wagner in A2.
That meant taking the #3 AATA bus to downtown A2, then transferring to the #9 for a ten minute
ride to meet him. I jump in the truck & we hit the highway towards Ypsilanti. Turns out he had
to drop off an invoice/bill to a customer. I said, "Boss! WTF?!? This is about two miles from my house, why the heck did I catch the bus all the way to the west side of A2 if you were gonna'
be coming so close to Ypsi???" Boss goes, "oh. Yeah. Yeah I guess I could've." Haha, poor guy.
He's a young kid, and he told me today his gf thought she might be preggers! Ah-ha! I *KNEW* he
had something on his mind! I could tell! Anyhow, enough of that.....We cut, edged, & trimmed
many, many properties today. Worked nine hours today. Usually Fridays will be 12+ hour days.
But we got some stuff done yesterday, so we were all good today....
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