Yesterday was June 10. It would have been my 8th wedding anniversary. On that date in 2005 I married my soulmate. At least I thought she was my soulmate. We had been together for over five years then. Marriage seemed the logical next move, at least to her it did.
Needless to say it didn't work out.
Still, when June 10 rolls around, it's always a bit difficult for me.
TODAY's meditation from one of my little books said: "Trust Me and don't be afraid, for I am your Strength & Song..." I like that. God is all powerful. He is always here with me. He is everywhere. There is nowhere that He isn't. He is the creator of everything I can & can't see. There is so much more to life than just THIS. Than just NOW. Yet THIS & NOW are all I have. And I don't even have it. Neither do you. Only one person does, and that person is God. Forever present in the Holy Trinity. Three Persons in One. The Father, the Son, and the Holy Ghost.
Always here.
Always with me.
Trust.
Liston.
Love.
m//r
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Tuesday, June 11, 2013
Thursday, May 09, 2013
"STOLEN BOOKS" // Poem---------------------------
Stolen Books...the hurdles that I climbed were just hurdles in my mind.
Check out the Prince of Unity, and see what he always sees. Check out the patterns of his heart...it'll be alright. We've known each other since we were nine or ten.
Together we killed frogs and we crossed seas.
But now the joy is gone, it's in my head where it burned strong.
See the tracers in the air & you cry 'cuz you're not there.
And what makes you free from fear, growing pains and losing hair?
It's a thousand blows that kept us here and even now when He's not near.
In my sweat is where I lose the most of me. I shake, I shit, I suck, I lose, I'm back.
I took the steps and I rode the waves. But now the waves ride me.
This is my manifest function.
Altruistic and with purpose.
Ignition of the mind.
-me 5/8/11
***Currently Listening To:
JOY DIVISION
CRUCIFIED
BATEMAN
SAMHAIN
MODERN LIFE IS WAR
DEATH IN JUNE
...and those mp3's of German marching music from WWII
***Currently Reading:
DEATH TO THE WORLD fanzine
THE DAVINCI HOAX
THE LIFE OF H.P. LOVECRAFT
COMETBUS fanzine
Check out the Prince of Unity, and see what he always sees. Check out the patterns of his heart...it'll be alright. We've known each other since we were nine or ten.
Together we killed frogs and we crossed seas.
But now the joy is gone, it's in my head where it burned strong.
See the tracers in the air & you cry 'cuz you're not there.
And what makes you free from fear, growing pains and losing hair?
It's a thousand blows that kept us here and even now when He's not near.
In my sweat is where I lose the most of me. I shake, I shit, I suck, I lose, I'm back.
I took the steps and I rode the waves. But now the waves ride me.
This is my manifest function.
Altruistic and with purpose.
Ignition of the mind.
-me 5/8/11
***Currently Listening To:
JOY DIVISION
CRUCIFIED
BATEMAN
SAMHAIN
MODERN LIFE IS WAR
DEATH IN JUNE
...and those mp3's of German marching music from WWII
***Currently Reading:
DEATH TO THE WORLD fanzine
THE DAVINCI HOAX
THE LIFE OF H.P. LOVECRAFT
COMETBUS fanzine
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